Confession

How mean
U all are so cruel
Although i knew it when I was small
The world is full of two faces' human.
I knew it but I did not ignore though
What's the friendly, kind of friends?
What's the friends mean?
Means hurt you when you already injured
So nasty...
I'm so stupid.
Walking away and leaving me aside
And teasing me
This is what the so called friends?
Or they did not even think me as their friends?
What am I suppose to do?
Laughing with my face, crying in my heart
Cannot stand it?
Then just vanish
The feelings which covered my heart are named sad.
Feel so hurt
This is a realistic world
I can do nothing.
Believe in myself
Not others.
Or we will be the one in hurt.
True friendship.
Where is it
And when will it comes to me?
I'm waiting for you.
Yet u did not show up.
Are we lack of fate, my friendship?
Lord, help me~!!!